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Ecce Mono

4/27/2016

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Over the past few weeks I've been editing Rise of the Branded, the second book in my Scar of the Downer series. At times, it has been very frustrating. I hate the feeling that everything I write is poorly written.

So, as I have been thinking about this, I thought about a blog post I wrote a couple of years ago.

The funny thing is that while I was rereading the post, I realized my opinions and struggles have not changed in the past two years, even after being published. 

One, I could edit my books for the rest of my life and I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied with them... completely. I feel as though I can always add something more, something deeper, something different. If I spend too much time thinking about it, it can be a depressing thought. That, however, is not what I wanted to write about, though it is somewhat related.
This was my second thought and my main point. 

​In Spain, there is a fresco called Ecce Homo (Behold the Man) painted by Elias Garcia Martinez that was in need of restoration
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"Ecce Homo" by Elias Garcia Martinez
Now, this picture of the painting was before the needed restoration.

​So a woman in her 80s, who had some painting experience, took it upon herself to restore the fresco. Well, needless to say, she botched it.
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Before (Ecce Homo) & After (Ecce Mono)
It is now jokingly referred to as Ecce Mono (Behold the Monkey). You can see the drastic difference (at least I hope you can.)

So what is the point of this blog post?
As a writer, all the stories I have in my head look like Ecce Homo. I know what the story is and what it looks like, but when I try to put the words to paper, I sometimes feel all I get is Ecce Mono. The two don't measure up.
This, as you can imagine, is a very frustrating. 
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I can visualize the story, the characters, and the world, but getting it to look like the original is where the problem comes. It’s kind of like being a forger of paintings. You have a masterpiece that you are trying imitate, but because of your limitations, it appears as a cheap copy.

(And yes, I did refer to the idea in my head as a masterpiece. Who would write something that they thought was mediocre? The problem I have, however, is the putting the idea down on paper. That's where my limitations hinder me.)

Anyway, back to the blog post.

So what do I, as a writer, do? Well, I do what every writer does.

I write and edit, write and edit, write and edit, hoping that in the end I can’t tell the difference between what is on paper from what is in my head. And maybe, just maybe, I can end up with a resemblance of my Ecce Homo.
1 Comment
anonymous
4/28/2016 02:05:16 pm

This is a great analogy... I feel like this with a lot of things I do, and it's nice to know I'm not the only one. One can only hope the discrepancy isn't this extreme!

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